mans, past 2 days really is a memoriable one for me... spend the whole of wednesday nite to thursday morning at the wake... looking after my grandma's body... its the last nite i can accompany my grandma's body... afterall, it was she who brought me up since young... my elder sister was being brought up by a neighbour... and we were actually neighbours, nt living under the same roof, when we was young...

lesson on wednesday was as per normal... 4 hrs of CEM... mans, hardworking i was... brought my textbook... whahahas... after tat went to do some research... den went down to t15 to meet kyla... had lunch today at FC1, den went bak to T15, where all my year 1 friends where playing CS there.. slack there till sucky toh called me... remind me to check the pay slip thingy.. it juz slipped off my mind... hahax.. den call HR.. payslip was there.. make arrangement to meet terence there..

went down to SC.. collected payslip... fill up vacancies for june expo.. mans, lots of space.. happy filling it up... wahahas... hopefully, june expo will hav all those pple whom i noe... wahahs.. anyway, tis june expo is great... from JC and onli SP.. wahahs... great sia.. lols... after tat went down to tamp.. meet nesh and the rest at tamp mrt.. they're meeting the rest, going down to the PAP rally site... mans, i really want to attend rallies.. its so damn interesting.. till nw, i yet to attend 1... hahas... gt once i wanted to go, but i was raining... darns... wanted to go nw, but i think its more important to attend my grandma's wake... so slack with them a little before parting...

went to subway to get dinner for elder sister and myself.. den to mac to get dinner for my cousin.. mans, i really do missed my cousin.. and real sorry, its nt tat i didnt take ur order properly.. its the lady behind the counter is nt doing her job well.. wahahs.. walk to the wake... today, there's lots of people.. mani more pple... church service was great~~ uncle went up and share the happy moments with his mother... and more about my grandma life... after tat, it was dinner, and laming with my cousins..

clemens, elder sister and i decide to stay overnite to accompany grandma... anyway, its the last nite we spend time accompanying her body.. dyane house was nearby.. so she decide to go off at 12 midnite... accompanying us till 12 midnite.. so kind.. whahas... started to compose some lame songs... damn funnie... clems played the guitar... he offered to teach, but i'm nt a music person.. studies had shown tat its hard to find pple who excel in 2 catagory... maths & science, and arts & music.. hahas...

after tat dyane left, we went to fitness corner to play... came bak have supper... den we played cards.. showing magic tricks and playing daidee... till 3 we stoped... elder sister went to read book, clems played the guitar, while i went to study CEM... at around 4 30, finish studying.. elder sister slept.. clems and i sat down and chat about life... eating peanuts... haha.. till around 5 30... i went to sit down at one corner and think bak about my grandma life... happy moments in the midst of sad moments... den at around 6 20, we left for home to bath...

took 34 straight bak home to bath... 1 hr at home, and we left home.. bak to the wake... with my mum... upon reaching, clems and family also juz arrived.. mans, it really is great minds thinks alike... dyane and her parents was there at around 6 45... haha.. they had breakfast there... some relatives and friends also arrived.. so my cousins, elder sister and i become the coffee pple.. went to coffee shop to buy coffees and teas... we made like 3 - 4 trips... each trip we buy like 7 - 8 cups of coffees... mans, the coffee shop really earns.. wahahs...

even though we didnt sleep last nite, clems and i were still so active.. haha.. we disturb and make fun of our cousin, dyane.. haha.. so damn funnie lah.. she's sec 3 onli... and we juz keep disturbing her.. haha.. really missed those times we hav fun together... soons, more and more pple came.. we took her body and left for mandai at 10.. arrived at mandai at around 11... had last prayer and den went to burn the body... mans, it was sad... cries filled the hall.. even dyane cried.. mans, the atmosphere was really damn sad...

had some drinks and settle down.. decide nt to go bak to SP... den went bak to the block there were we had lunch.. took dad's car there... lunch was late.. so we sat down and started chatting.. disturbing dyane again.. haha.. we bully the weak.. =x oki lah... jus kidding.. its nt tat she's weak, but she's fun to bully?? haha.. she believe pple veri easily.. wahahs... lunch came.. was nice.. finished everything... catch with the rest a little again... before leaving for home...

bak at home.. proof, i went to bed.. from 2 - 6 30... younger sister wake me up.. ask me go down to park and play with her.. went down, and settle some other stuff.. mans, i'm a heavy sleeper... 10 missed call and 7 sms, and i'm still sleeping.. hahas... settle jobs stuff, den went to hav dinner... after dinner went up.. and proof... to bed again.. tis time till 10 before waking up... tml's a school day again... before the weekend.. think its better to catch some sleep before tml's long day in sch...

gonna thks those who came to my grandma's wake.. relatives, friends... thks those who stood by our side... those who send us their condolences... thks alot... thks tis guy name bonny (nt sure if i get it correct) thk him for helping us ever since my grandma died at my aunt house... from the removal of body, till the setting up of wake, and till getting to mandai, and even through the last prayer and proceedures at mandai, and even so to the collection of the ash.. thks for his assistance and help.. with him, i dun think anyone of my relative noes wad to do...

i've learnt alot, and there are mani more things to learn... one of the greatest lessons learnt is tat life is unpredictable... you'll nv noe when death comes knocking on ur door... one moment u're talking to her... another moment, she's gone... they said: life is like a vapour.. it appears and jus disappear... another thing is tat always treasure ur love one... dont jus wait and put it off to the nxt day... there's no point having a dream house.. the latest car.. but when one dies, all these are useless... if u ever visit hosiptal.. to the patients with terminating cancer and diseases... nv once u've heard them say: i wished i could earn more money.. i wished i could buy the house.. but more often than not, you're hear them say: i wish i've spend more time with my friends and family...

so afterall, these are the lessons learnt.. everything in life and a lesson to learn... be it set-backs or come-backs.. there's still a lesson behind everything it life... its perhaps time to get back to our feet, and lets continue walking the journey... there's still much to learn in life...

missed my cousins lots... perhaps its time we shld meet up more often.. haha... everyone changed... oki, nt all, but most... dyane and clems also skinny already.. wahahs.. but they said i changed to most... lols... but nevertheless, we still so lame when we meet.. lols...

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