alrite, week 7, all stressed up... mans, elearning goes... tis coming week will be stressful~~

do a quick check.. counting backwards...

friday - i gt a university paper... damn.. 30% quiz.. no joke... and earlier in the morning, henry kiat wanna interview me regarding the dip plus program.. my success story behind mathematics... i still dunno wad qn they will ask, wad i shld reply... and worst of all, it will be audio-taped... damn.. later, they will be playing badminton.. i dunno if i shld play or nt.. i can choose to drop by and do the solar car competition.. or study for my uni paper later in the evening.. somehow or rather, i feel like walking off after the uni paper.. i mean after the brain is so saturated, why would someone wanna study?? damns...

thursday - heading down to PC show.. top on the list is still to get my laser printer, if i can seal a gd deal... after tat, well, i guess nthing much i will get?? i juz hope i can get off the place after i gt wad i wanted.. i dun wan to be trapped there...

wendnesday - well, another packed day.. morning FYP meeting with supervisor.. hw i wish i could giv it a miss.. but i know i cant.. last week was elearning week.. previous week i didnt attend for some nt-so-gd reason... and the supervisor is chasing us for the budget.. damn, somehow i wonder why did i choose tis project grp... argh~~~ after tat is no joke.. CYA duty.. which means late nite going home... well, before tat i gt a tekong tour.. damn it.. must they really be like tis to me?? i so gonna hate SP... i did talked to sk about it.. she offered to help me with duty.. let's see if she gt the heart and rmb to ask me again or nt.. =X

tuesday - lesson packed from 8 till 5.. wads there to ask for... hahas.. i've already mentioned... tuesday fatigue.. hahas... and well, i really dunno if i can concentrate and study at home after sch or nt... 4 weeks lectures, 8 chapter in total.. i completed the first 2 cos its relatively easy... well, there will be another 2 more, which is nt tat easy.. the ultimate question is~~ can i spot the right question~?? will the paper killed me.. argh~~~


nxt thing on top of the list is the overseas trip.. many setbacks.. stay strong.. take things slowly.. one step at a time.. its hard to compromise everybody.. but guess wad... it always do happen, and it will, and should happen tis time round.. even if we giving the word "adventure" a miss tis time round, i will still wan to go up to KL F&E... i know WL wans to go.. i know karl wans to go... i know jess wans to go.. i noe irene wan to go... she did update her passport... i noe i must bring someone go too~~ argh~~~

but then again, i feel bad cos the word "adventure" is missing.. i caused jess's friend to miss one of her enrichment... damns~~ even if i manage to come out with something to a standstill point, there are still a small grp of pple who will nt really me happy with the decision.. but yet again, there's tis thin fine line drawn.. we have to minimise unhappiness, and maximise wad can be done to make everyone happy...

afterall, i think i took the hardest blow in this?? i really dunno... ginny ask me to join them in their europe backpacking trip.. i put it aside to go for ophir... stella was asking if i wan go diving.. i put it aside to plan for ophir.. nw two pathetic tree fell cos their roots are weak and thks to the moving soil.. the two tree won the marksmanship and hit 2 singaporean, killing them.. authorities decide to close the mountain... perhaps safety is the key thing here.. but well, is this telling me i shld stay in singapore and nt leave tis tiny island??

i dun really think so... tis is the time for us to go out and do such things.. nothing shld stop us.. even if i hav to walk across the causeway to get to malaysia, i will still do so... even if i find a tix or two to some other country, i will still go... perhaps its onli waiting for the opportunity to come... strike when the iron is hot.. perhaps when one door close, the other door open for us.. but we stared too hard at the closed door tat we didnt notice the other door had actually opened for us...

even if worst come to worst, i have to stay in singapore... i will still decide to go somewhere... nesh was saying lets go kayaking.. i dun mind.. any other thing more interesting... aiya.. i really dunno.. i still think i hav to take things one step at a time...


is it exam stress?? i dunno... well, after friday, we will know...~~

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