alrite, university exams sucks big time.. seriously...

my ntu basic engineering physics is coming in barely 1 week time.. i hav less than 7 days.. and to make matter worst, for the rest of the other days in tat week, i hav papers too.. alrite, tis sucks big time... and to top it all, its the day before national day.. wont be a gd national day tis year...

alrite, i've spend like 3 days continuously studying, and till nw, i dare not say i'm confident in the coming paper.. well, its like 2.5 hours of hell in the classroom mans.. i cant believe myself doing it... am i not the university type of people?? i dunno.. well, i can do some of the questions, but not all... there is bound to be at least 1 qn which i dunno.. argh~~

so the formate is like 6 questions... 2 from each lecturer... 40 marks from first lecture, 30 marks from second, and 30 marks from third... and the 2.5 hours paper doesnt constitute to all calculation.. there's theory too... and the 6 questions takes up a total of 16 pages... yea~~ tis means its like 3 page long calculation for 1 question.. haisss...

so the plan is tis.. make sure i know hw to do the question which i'm strongest at... so well, i secure some marks.. pass is my target.. well, sort of lowering my standard i think... hahas... on tat day, i'm gonna write till my hand cramp.. i'm not gonna care about proper presentation.. there is no such thing as ruler. there is no such thing as liquid paper... jus pen and pencil...


sometime i really admire those who are in university.. alrite, better still, first class honors.. damns them.. hw can they get As or even distinction for these kind of papers.. well, at least nt for physics.. and guess wad, i'm onli doing basic engineering physics.. or is it jus engineering modules?? i think i will prefer business module in university?? jump course?? hahas... i dunno..

i also admire my uncle and aunties who manage to graduate from being a part time uni students.. its amazing how they juggle between work and studies.. to those who intent on going to uni.. its not easy mans.. take it from me~~ it doesnt memorising.. it doesnt require much brains; though some is important.. it require the ability to self study, and the more of self discipline.. ask when in doubt.. seek answers.. dun juz let it hang in the air...


well, i'm nt going to touch physics for the nxt 3-4 days.. gonna concentrate on the other 3 papers... sometimes, i ask myself.. why do i ever sign up for tis course in the first place.. will it lead me to a better future?? i'm glad tis screw-ed up course is ending.. cant wait, but there's a big hurdle to jump.. skipping exam is nt a solution... 250 bucks will be down the drain... at least i complete, there's a cert.. but there's a catch.. grades will be printed on the cert... screw them~~ =S

please consider twice, three times or even four, when choosing whether to further ur studies~~

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