hoho~~ soons, i will embark onto a new job scope... temp door counter?? i dunno wad shld i call it?? hahas.. but it sounds interesting.. it sounds like a new challenge... but argh~~ i wished i was a floater.. i love to move around while i work.. hahas...

so well, tml shall be my first day.. am i gonna hate it?? am i gonna love it?? well, take it as a new challenge bah.. whether i love it or hate it.. i'm gonna do it for 2 days onli.. hahas... so well, went down to sign contract today... quite an insight of marks and spenser.. i think working as a part time at marks and spenser is kinda stress.. hahas... nw u noe why they refuse to hire part time in the past... hahas...

alrite, timetable is out.. gonna say its kinda free... no more dip plus.. no more gems.. no more ntu... 3 modules down.. imagine wad shit i have to go thr last semester... so packed~~ but nw, its the FYP... so i was comtemplating.. shld i juz go all out and see if i can take another gems.. or maybe go for a sport elective... hahas... i so afraid my fyp might eat into my time.. i can imagine everyday is like a thursday to me.. muggin in school.. doing massive fyp.. till the late hours... and all the rubbish... going home onli at 9... the wonders of my fyp is tat i can do it without any lab... as long as i gt my lappy can already.. wahahas...

well, it reminds me of our purpose in life.. argh~~ i wished i wouldnt need to think tat much.. i wan to live a life of primary sch... slowly, as we grow older, more responsibilities are handled down to us... sometimes i wished i didnt know so much.. expectations goes up... greater fall in failure... haiss~~ sometimes its gd to pretend you dunno anything...

its the pretending game out there... sometimes u noe something, but its gd tat you dunno anything... haha.. it rings a bell.. i rmbed someone told me tis before.. hahas...

thinking thinking.... random thoughts..

i will always henry kiat.. love tis young chap... secondary sch teacher, nw a poly lecturer in SP... his my learning mentor... i will always remember wad he said.. be a professional, not a perfectionist... =)

the mind is always strong than the body... mind over matter... why a pregnant lady can lift up a car? i guess its mind over matter.. it reminds me of adam khoo's book.. i think, therefore i am... =)


alrite, 1 more week before sch reopen... sucks~~ =X hahas... tired of studying.. tired of waking up so early.. and yet, i wan to study at ntu... damns, kill me mans... =S FYP whole day.. and yea, its bangkok soons... i guess its time to destress... i gt a bad feeling though~~ i dunno wad is it.. argh~~ hope all goes well...

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