feeling veri vexed.. or is vexed the word i shld use.. i dunno...

well, was watching Get Rea! earlier.. i was wondering.. why is life like tis.. sometimes, it questions me... wad do i wan to achieve in life.. wads the purpose here... are you leading a life.. or is the life leading you.. i really dunno... i heard many stories... sometimes i try nt to hear them, but its invertible.. ignorance is bliss.. sometimes its better nt to hear them... haisss.... perhaps nw its the time we shld live a life day by day... i really dunno.. i wan to voice it out.. but i dunno how.. haiss...

anyway, i hate the waiting game.. i dun like to play with time.. each time i play with time, i get fed up.. i get pissed... arghhh~~

2 major things tat i am waiting for... my final theory test, and my final year project's pending status... i feel so damn pissed with they let me wait.. nt onli tat, its wait unknowningly till a certain time which is better nt disclosed to me.. argh~~ terrible world...

qifan and medwin project was highlighted.. damns.. i'm feeling veri down... till the day i receive the email... i will remain like tis.. argh~~

and my final theory.. i really hope to pass.. i think i'm thinking too much.. but i really cant afford to fail... the waiting is gd enuff to kill me.. argh~~ hope for the best!!

busy day tml.. driving at 8am.. badminton after tat.. final theory at 8pm... wish me the best of luck... enuff talking... i'm so gonna screw myself if i dun pass my ftt...

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