argh!! why is it so stressful here... singapore is really killing me... or shld i say doing nthing is killing me... hw i wish i was still in masia!! everyday will be so carefree!! hahas...

back in singapore, i am alone at home all days.. there are so mani things to do... juz the thought of it giv me headach and stress.. argh!! i juz wanna slack around.. walk around.. chat around.. doing nthing!! well, i wanna go for the HSBC tree top walk, go to bedok reserviour adventure, go for kayaking courses, go to sentosa, go catch a movie, go for a game of badminton, a game of tennis.. i wanna leave the house!! ahhh.. but when and where?? argh!!

the list of things just started to pile up...
- go back driving
- go apply for uni
- go look for jobs
- go pack my room

i'm almost done with the uni application.. i die die also must send out the documents tml.. its alr the 19th.. argh!!

to keep myself entertained, i shall either go back driving, or go look for a job.. job's waiting for me in middle march and early april.. after tat wads next?? slack again?? waiting for NS.. argh!!


i guess its the lifestyle here.. 3 years ago, around this time, i was enjoying.. after working for like a gd 1.5 months, i dont wanna work and wanna slack.. i rmbed we had chalet together and waited overnite together for the posting results.. anw, posting results will be made available tml.. gd luck everyone...

den it was slacking and organising out... and we were so bored going out.. money was a problem.. we dont wanna work and cant wait to start sch.. when sch starts, we look forward for holidays... holidays after holidays.. till the final year project... we rush throughout.. holidays are like muggin period.. tried to enjoy holidays but there's always project and exams after tat... haiss...

nw tat all projects and exams are over.. its the holidays... pple's mindset change.. some wan to work for money.. others wanna slack... some apply for uni, others dont know wad they wan.. for me, i so juz wanna slack.. but i dunno wad i wanna do.. i find myself bored.. i nid something to do.. everything in singapore is money and money.. so lets start work...

i reckon myself working like shiit.. earning money.. when money comes, so does enlistment letter.. wads nxt.. the dates of freedom starts to be numbered... shld we go overseas enjoy? or shld we juz catch up with friends... and before we know it, we have to report to tis tiny island...

training starts.. everytime, we're looking onli for the book out period.. and the countdown to the ord date... when we're out, its a few days of catching up.. den its back to study or work.. so lifeless!! argh!! welcome to the adulthood.. no more teenage or children carefree life...

X( X( X(!! can i travel and not worry about anything?? if only i hav the money... argh!! i juz wan to experience abit of everything... around the world in 80 days?? perhaps!!

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